It's that time in which Kyra sort of doubts her artwork after looking at different pieces on deviant art. Gah! How do they draw so well?! The Spike I drew looks shameful compared to others and so does my Buffy D: I just do mostly simple drawings but... sigh. I shouldn't compare myself to others, right? Who cares? I'm a good artist, and I'm improving each day!
Heh. Well, I know I am getting better, sure. But I still don't get lighting and shadows much. I feel like I should be at that level already! I mean, it doesn't look like it should be hard for me. Except it is. Darn.
If you guys know how to help me improve upon lighting and shadows, that would help :D
Anywho, I don't want to bore you with me complaining. I'll catch you guys up on what's been going on in my life:
Watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer a lot, writing that chapter four of The Illusion which is coming along nicely, drawing like I said already, and school. School. Heh. Lately it just hasn't been fun. I don't know what to say to most people anymore, I don't understand the crap that's going on with social groups and I'm being ignored for the most part until spring track starts up again. Because that's what I'm known for. Running. I love running, don't get me wrong. I'm not Mr. Intense about it, but I'd also like to be known for my writing and drawing :D But alas, not at the moment. There's nobody that fangirls over Buffy either. Yes, I know it's an older show. Still! I mean, 99% of the 8th grade have not clue what I Love Lucy is, or The Twilight Zone. And that's a pain. Lunch is a pain as well because, you didn't guess it- it's awkward time.
My life is not bad, to make it clear. I'm just a little frustrated at the moment. I want 2015 to be a great year! It has been, yes, but I'd like it to get better. Because so far it's...
Ok, that's been building up inside of me for awhile. I needed to get that out. Phew :P I feel mostly better than before. I think watching Buffy and writing some more of that chapter four will help too :-)
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